This rarely happens to me but last night, it's as if my life just caught up to me and slapped me square across the cheek!  I didn't even see it coming and now I'm sitting here in a daze and thinking, Is this really my life? I mean, seriously?

We just seem to jump from one health crisis to another!  Wow!  I'm kind of tired.  I'm still in shock from running into my sister's friend at the grocery store (well, she's my friend now, I just hi-jacked their friendship).  There is so much to do, so much to think about and yet, I can't believe this is happening...all these similarities with Spencer and his friend and screwed up muscles. It's so surreal!  Maybe it's nothing but maybe it all points to something.

What next?  I just wish they could figure out once and for all what is causing all these problems for my kids, give us a magic pill or even two magic pills and VOILA...all better and they lived happily ever after...end of story...end of this blog! 

And as if all this is not enough, I have to bother with stupid, trivial things like trying to make a living, cleaning stupid houses, painting and doing all sorts of other meaningless jobs that steal away the time I want to have with my kids!  Argghhhhh...does all this whining make me look fat?  It probably will because I think the only thing that will bring any degree of relief to this week will be a big vat of frozen custard and good long cry!  Anyone want to join in my misery?

This too shall pass.....right? RIGHT??!!!  Of course it will...don't be always does and we come out the other side with only a few bumps and bruises.  I just hate the bumps.



  1. Count me in on the frozen yogurt party! I have been feeling the same way today--usually I go along just fine, but something hit me today and I feel overwhelmed. Good luck--you are doing a great job, it seems to me.

  2. sometimes a good cry and something good to eat is the best medicine. Gives you time to take a deep breath, and trudge forward. Hang in there. You are doing a better job than you think you are.


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