Merry Christmas
How many times have I sung the song, O Holy Night? Probably a hundred or so but heard it play on the radio at least a hundred more. Never until a couple of weeks ago, did I 'hear' the words and I have pondered them over and over. I love the line, 'Til he appeared and the soul felt its worth' My kids have been gone most of the week to spend Christmas with their dad. He was very kind to invite me to come as well, but I decided it was more important for him to have time alone with them. We gather often together and I wouldn't want it any other way, but he rarely has opportunities to be with them without me and I feel that is important. I have also been battling this darn Lupus flair so it seemed to make sense for me to try to get some extra rest without the hustle and bustle that naturally comes with Christmas. Admittedly, the days have felt lonely and isolating. I was surprised to be more lonely than I anticipated. I have s...
