4 weeks

Well, it's been 4 weeks since the kids had their biopsies and no news! Thank goodness for distractions cause I am just now starting to get a little nervous in anticipation of the results.   I guess a quiet, slightly stressful weekend will do that to you. 

I guess the anxiety comes because this is not a typical length of time to wait so what does that mean?  Could it be that our doctor is just out of town enjoying Disney with her kids or is she working feverishly to figure out what to do now because the results were unfavorable?  Is it time to get serious about looking for donors, is there going to be a move in our near future...the speculation goes on and on. 

I know I need to practice what I preach and try to stay in the moment.  I saw a quote today that said, "If you are depressed, you are living in the past.  If you are anxious, you are living in the future.  If you are at peace, you are living in the moment."  I'm gonna say that I am all three this week and yes, I am spending a great deal of time in the past, worried about the future and I only catch glimpses of peace. 

While I'm stuck in the future, the Mito Cocktail starts Wednesday.  I am both overwhelmed to think about that and excited curious to see what effect, if any it has on the kids. It's shaping up to be an interesting week.



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