In a rut...

We are stuck.  In a rut.

Why is it that waiting around for this clinical testing has completely stalled our life?  In my mind, I keep telling myself it's not a big deal.  In my mind, I think, it will happen when it happens.  Even when it does happen, it's not going to be that mind blowing...a trip to the hospital, a few vials of blood and that's it.  Nothing too exciting.

Even though my head knows all this to be true, my heart is doing something completely different.  Or maybe it's not my heart...maybe it's the shadowy corners of my mind.  I don't know, but somehow, we are stuck in a very exhausting holding pattern, doing nothing really, and I'm not really sure how to get out of here.

It's weird how one little piece of life changing information can do so much to change the view of everything.



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